Hi Key, it's me, the one who always made you these kinds of messages. You probably feel that this isn't for you, but it's actually for you, Keysha Aurelia Firdaus, SMAN 1 Kota Serang.

The purpose of this message is probably because I'm not brave enough to text you personally. I have a lot of things to say to you, but I just couldn't make it, so I decided to send you a message again.

First of all, I want to apologize to you because whenever we meet, I always saw you first, but I'm not brave enough to even say hi to you. My face gets red whenever we meet; and when you try to talk to me, I ran away because of my shyness. I'm really sorry about that. I hope you understand and try to forgive me, but I'll try to change it from now on. I really apologize because I keep making these kinds of messages, and if you feel uncomfortable, I'll stop.

Secondly, I want to encourage you to pursue anything in your dreams. I will always support you no matter what you do. Even when people look down on you, I'll be on your side, so chase your dreams. If you read this once again, I just want to say that I'll be the one who always admires you from afar, loves you the way you are, supports you, and will always be on your side whenever you need, etc.

Lastly, I just want to express my feelings. I'm sorry if I look like a shy fool, but I still don't have the courage to say it in person or text you personally.

I saw you with a hijab in the hallway, and you looked like an angel sent from heaven. I also saw you perform at the SV demo, and my eyes were only looking at you and no one else.

Did you know that you're everything I ever wanted? You're my iris, my kind of woman, even my everything. If I could meet your parents, I'd like to thank them for raising such a person like you.

Sometimes i'd wish that you could see that I'm the one who always mentions you in my prayers and wishes, would you take a chance with me? Someday you'll know that I have always loved you forever and ever, I'd wait forever as long as it's with you, so you could run to me whenever you want. Also, if I had to restart my life in another universe forever, I would always choose you.

With love,
Your Secret Admirer